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snowbutt

so, there’s always the first time. and this is the story of my first snow. that day . . . this “historical” thing happened. went to a place named hakuba in nagano. dying excited to experience my very first snow. took a bus, well  a tour bus. saw the snow already along the way, and it was breathtakingly beautiful (snow felled quite heavy on previous night). better view than i’ve ever imagined.

after 5 hours endless waiting, finally arrived on this ski and snowboard “playground”. mindless yet bravely confidence to choose snowboarding. rent the clothes, shoes, board (it’s pink), and goggles. feel kinda awkward at first (the shoes are heavier than i thought). and . . . feel kinda broke too. the rent was quite pricey :’(

touch the snow down! little smile (with teeth seen) for my tiny little dream come true moment :) yaay \^o^/ tried to slide with the board. first slide: total mess! landed several times with butt touch the ground down before the broad itself.  second and several slides after: still . . . mess :P successfully hit an old “un-guilty” grandpa too during “practice”. yeah, unforgivable sinner i am. felt badly hurts on right hand after the “accident”. however, didn’t feel cold at all though only wore stocking under the rented pants. shamelessly slide or should i say rolled over and over and over, i got exhausted and hurt (especially on the butt part) then took a short break. sit on a bench and saw people skiing and snowboarding (with board of course, not with butt like i did). the looked really cool. the clothes, the way they slide . . . and felt like being slapped so hard as i watched quite many little kids sliding smoothly. envy them :( and just a moment i’m about to quit the game, saw a guy in his wheelchair did skiing . . .  smoothly, no joke. decided to give snow-butting a couple of times again. well, the fun was still on until . . .

took a challenge from a friend to go to the very top of the “playground” and slide from there. didn’t know where i the guts to do it. not drunk for sure. well, i did pay quite much to rent the stuffs, so i thought i should give it a shot. took a pic from that top (with a silly dorky diligent pose) before sliding the hill down and . . . i began to slide. i did pray before i slide. OH MY GOD, it was freaking scary! to death! to the max! once you slide you can’t go back. no one could help you. it’s a thing you need to finish by yourself. plus, those talented kids were passing me with style. half hour passed, and i was not going down far enough. rolled over badly, this time not only the butt, but face touch the ground before the board nor any other body parts. i did wanna kiss the snow, but not in that kinda way :( snow was all over my body, inside the hat, the gloves, and the goggles. started to feel real cold and my body started to shiver. could this be my karma of hitting the previous old grandpa? prayed for miracles. really wanna quit the game but i couldn’t. several desperate-genius ideas came across my mind:

(1) paint huge SOS sign with blood
(2) shout “dareka, tasukete kudasaaaaaaaaaaai!” (somebody, heeeeeeeeeeeelp!)
(3) pretend to die

as i was going to think the 4th way of asking help, again . . . another talented bunch of “kids” passed me. with little pride left, i decided to slide a bit more . . . and GOD showed the way out. saw a tiny guard box, with a guard inside. a beautiful young guard came to help. asked if i’m okay. i said “are you kidding? can’t you see i’m about to die?” inside the heart, smiled and replied that i’m okay. showed my right hands and said it hurts so bad and my legs become numb (in an improper Japanese of course). couldn’t hide that i was really shocked when i showed her my hand, it was getting huge! don’t know what it’s exactly called. seriously it was scarily getting bigger. so big that you might laugh out loud if you guys saw it. wait, you might laugh hard, cos the shame hasn’t over yet.

the guard called a guy, a guy came, skiing and carrying only backpack. saw my pale freaking out to death face, and called another guy. another guy came, skiing, carrying a bed kinda stuff, put me there, wrap me in blanket. i said sorry for causing you trouble kinda thing. said that i felt so embarrassed. they replied “you don’t have to. we’ll cover all your body (face included)”. great, perfect shame for me! i asked “hey, wait, how will you bring me down?”. they smiled and answered “we’ll both carry you, skiing”. uwhaaaaaaaaat?! so i was there, inside the covered human bag and pray for life and . . . world peace :P it was unbelievably painless smoothest slide i had that day. they’re a total pro! heard some people chuckled saying “what the hell is that sliding stuff?” heard also “kids, be careful, they’re carrying dead body”. wanted to open the cover and said “hey,  i’m not dead yet”, but too weak to do it :(

arrived finally on the “safe place”. they took me to a clinic, warmed me up (not that dirty “warm” activities) it’s heater . . . and gave me an ice for my giant right hand. another (3rd) guy (this guy is a real hunk) came asking several questions. felt better already to see him ;P said thanks and quit the games for real!

arrived safely at home. took a bath before sleep. put band aids all over the butt and put “magic oil” sent by beloved mom on my no longer giant yet still big right hand, slept, and skipped school on the next day.

what a day! love the snow but not the sport. worth the pain but doesn’t worth the cost. however, experience is something priceless :) night everyone!

till we meet again . . .

got “the” news bout you just now. and still . . . can hardly believe it. searched and found your picture and couldn’t help the tear to fall. couldn’t be there on the last moment, but if i could . . . these are things that i want you to know:

- i love the way you smile when you take off your fake teeth

- your tiny poor house (hell hot on summer and leak in many spots during rainfall) yet rich (of laughter) home is badly missed

- i never understand the meaning of the songs you used to sing before i sleep, but it sounds so good

- swimming across the river on a stormy night carrying my mom on 9 months pregnancy = true hero

- to forgive and asking forgiveness are attributes of a real brave heart – will bear ‘em in mind

- giving advice without pushing and do the talk – work best on me

- reach high stay modest : roger!

- “better late than never” is mostly true

- you share much though don’t have much: really cool of you :)

- you’re pretty good in hiding things called troubles – need to master that

- pray . . . in any language you find it right to express: yes, noted

- i did try to learn boso jowo for you

- you shine when you smile . . . and so i do that too

- everything you cooked is (super damn) tasty

- i start to have a dream to build a school after knowing your lil’ struggle back then: you insisted to have all your 10 children to have a good education though you knew you were waaaaay beyond “enough” even to eat

- actually i don’t wanna be a doctor. i wanna be a teacher coz i wanna be like you

- that one midnight, i heard you were praying for me . . . i cried

- others (that only you and me should know)

things might be a bit different now. lebaran wouldn’t be the same again without you. still got promises that i haven’t fulfill. deeply sorry. will keep trying (hard) though. i know you’re watching me “up” there.

love you to the max, mbah. you stay at heart and always will. put you on my prayer.

till we meet again . . .

お久しぶり

Well, niatnya si pengen rajin ngupdate. Tapi, for “some reasons” baru bisa nerusin lagi sekarang. Saking banyaknya yang pengen di-share, bingung mo mulai dari mana, dengan konsep yang seperti apa. Setelah berpikir dengan sedikit keras, gw memutuskan konsepnya adalah “no concept”. Haha :D Males mikir ;P

Berasa ada pressure gitu pas mo nulis lagi setelah berabad lamanya ga ngupdate ini blog.  Been more than a year here in Shizuoka. Living the life I’ve been dreamed about since my childhood. Main mission: to master Japanese and know more bout “some others”. Progress: *uhuk2* Japanese are getting a tiny lil bit better, but hey, i do know quite much about those “some others”.

To my dearest families and friends, I’m about to continue sharing some pieces of my journey. I dedicate them all for you. You are thought about and so very much missed! So . . .  sit back, relax, grab some snacks and enjoy the story:) Please do remember that i still got dyselexia in expressing things. So don’t be surprised if you find some weird words or lines ahead.

29 guy

Kenalnya dari salah seorang teman kerja seangkatan. Bidang maen tembak-menembak si dia juaranya. As for me, “ditembak” di stasiun Gambir. Hihihi kocak deh. Ga bisa brenti senyum2 sendiri sepanjang perjalanan ke Bandung.

Ga tau sejak kapan, gara2 ni orang, gw bener2 suka cheesecake sampe sekarang. It’s you who made my life so colorful.

A guy whom I had “gentlemen agreement” with :P An honor to have the opportunity to meet you in my life, sir!

the letter

I got that letter today. Been wating for a week impatiently. It was an official note written in 漢字 (I can only read the “合格” [read: goukaku, means: pass] part) that after I bring it to school and showed it to my teacher, it says that I passed the exam. Can’t stop smiling while i’m riding bycicle on my way back home and think that I need to thank some people. Pardon that I use this media (fb) to share my “tiny-lil” joy today :)

As you might already know, it was an important exam I had last week. One of those in my dream lists that I can already put a “checked” mark on it now. Some people say it’s hard and some others say it’s easy to pass the exam. Well, to me, it was not easy (you know why, I’ve told you). However, I made it. Like an artist who won an Oscar, or a singer who had her first debut album, this is a similar thanking note from me to you (in random order), people that had helped me made it ’till this far:

- Juls: Gw inget banget ketemu lo pertama kali di depan ドンキホテー, trus langsung SKSD. Hahaha :D Gila, gw ngrasa lo keren banget pas abis ngedenger cerita2 “perjuangan” lo. Inspiring!

- Panji: Meskipun kita cuman ketemu skali dan bentar banget tapi lo memberikan kesan dan petuah mendalam buat gw. Ciailaaah. E-book nya keren ^_^ Mind your mind yah, Ji :)

- Indra: Ketemu pertama kali di ガスト, trus ngobrol (apa ngeronda ya itu?) tengah malem (apa dini hari ya itu?), dari masalah lingkungan ampe rencana memajukan bangsa. hahahaha :D senpai & my future working partner. Tengkyu yah, udah (dengan semena2) gw repotin ;P
よろしくね、先輩 :D

- Ilman: Kamu adalah bukti nyata yang hidup, nak. I learn a lot from u, lil kiddo!

- Wulan: Hmm, jangan bosen2 dengerin crita2 gue yaaaah ^_^

- Nella: My more than “roommate” mate! You are truly someone! Trusting me on soo many things. My everyday life supporter. Can hardly wait for you to come back, girl ^_^

- Marzie & Anja: Our short meeting is unforgettable. Miss the “shit-conversation” in our lil’ kitchen :)

- Mehong, Pietse, Uni, Irvan, and Pablo: Lingkaran setan yang slalu ada buat gw. Thanks for the prayers, terutama buat yang lagi rajin tahajud. Hehehe :)

- Ayuta: Trima kasih skali lagi atas bakaran dupa2 nya ;P This chick made it, and so will you!

- Duy, Cika, Nci, Piesca, Wini: meskipun kalian menyebar di berbagai belahan dunia, tapi slalu (dengan cara yang aneh) dapat menginspirasi gw. Anjist, bahasa gw “EYD J.S. Badudu” banget ga, sih? Hehehe :D Duy, kartu dari lo ituh, juara. Teteup email2an yah kita :)

- Gia Sista: Urang lulus, Gi. Bungah pisan! Maneh oge, sing sukses terus nya’.

- Anggita: elo orang pertama yang bisa baca nama universitas itu di salah satu foto gw. Gw menantikan kedatangan mu. Cepatlah kemari!

- Arya & Indah: 110-Rockin’ Bali gals. You know my story, deh. Arya, I wore your White GAP Shirt under my suit during the exam. I looked totally smashing cool, deh! Tapi teteup, keren2 naek sepedah ajah dong, gw ;P

- ミニュン: 静岡大学院の試験に合格した、よ。だから、ミニュンさん

も進学のことを頑張って、ね。

- Dims: you know your role :) words cannot describe, thanking you much!

You might forgot this note someday, but I still want you not to forget, that you, each of you, had somehow gave a contribution to a girl in making (one of) her dreams come true. She definitely couldn’t make it without you. It’s always glad to know that you don’t fight this battle of life alone (especially in this far, far away country). It’s also nice to know that there (still) are people who trust you more than yourself that you can really do great things. It might be just another small step, yet i believe every small step leads to big leap.

Well, that girl still got another dreams to catch \^o^/

Hatur Nuhun – Matur Kesuwun – Trima kasih – Thanks – ありがとう – Danke schon !

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